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The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
The Dead Kid 312: i was bout to go out with emily!
Dead Kid 312: you were the best i ever had
The Dead Kid 312: err i have dreams about you:-(
but then of course. i have to be an idiot
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I MADE A NEW LIVEJOURNAL BECAUSE I DONT LIKE THIS ONE MUCH.
</strong></font></a></strong></font></a>![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) blueyed_suicide !!
add me!!!!
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i havent updated in a bit, ive been updateing my DJ instead?...i like my dj better...uh...yesterday was amanda birthday<3
we went to a show...sandbox heros show, cuz her friend was there... we hung out in sbh van for a bit cuz we were the first people there... an hour freakin early...then we went inside..watched them play.. then we outside again...fun...
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i have no idea what to do with myself anymore. i have so many problems i could go on forever. im such a mess.
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[30 Jul 2004|06:29pm] |
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why cant i just win for once. get my way... have things go the way i would like them to go just for once...i try so hard for everything but no matter how tuff you think you are you cant really get far without the help of other people... and im not getting much help. it seems like my people i thought were my friends really arent. and it seems even my best friend is against me... you really cant trust anyone anymore and that really sad. i cant even count on my best friends to really be there for me...but thats life
but then some of my friends are great. like tayla. i love tayla. i wish she could move in with me, and sammie..shes always happy even when shes really not...and chris, he makes me feel better all the time...and ashlie, shes so easy to talk to about things...but yea
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[30 Jul 2004|05:21am] |
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i think im goin to go insane...i cant stop thinking about it....i could say SO MUCH but he just wont listen. he wont give a shit. it hurts
theres nothing can do about it. its like my nightmare has come true... the lies tearing me apart..
but ne ways.. i love david bowie :-)..and i have one of his songs stuck in my head now...
( SONG )
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[28 Jul 2004|05:25am] |
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no sleep, no food again. great =D
mm. ive been working 4 hours on this stupid hole in the ass of my pants.. and its just not working.. but i think i might have it.. im sweet
im tired.. =(
o well..i dont like sleep ne ways.. but yea.. tomorow ;;
( SHOW!! )
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| SilhouetteLies08: I should be the only chris in your heart |
[26 Jul 2004|09:04pm] |
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sammies home :-D.. i missed her so much!..
i went to her house.. brandy was there. we made SPECIAL cupcakes :-)...
had fun....
chris kelsay is awsome ;-)
-_-_-_- is sexy. fo sho.. hahaha
theres a show thursday at the token that i guess im goin to.. its gunna be hotttt
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[24 Jul 2004|03:20pm] |
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Am I wasting my time with these feelings?
The pressure's off now so I'm back on the ground.
Too bad, I kind of liked it in the clouds with you.
Because you take me away from everything and everyone,
that's held me back for so long.
Heaven for a few days, makes up for all the hell that life's dealt me,
even now that's gone.
It seems he's got your attention now, lucky guy.
But isn't that the way it always ends?
It seems he's got your attention just like you got mine.
I'll express my feelings, then sit back and watch you walk away.
You're beautiful in every way to me.
(Je' Mennuie De Vous)
( across 5 aprils.. and their perfect lyrics )
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oook.. so tayla amanda and steph stayed the night.. we set the tent up to sleep in.. but we didnt sleep at all..uh.. did some fun shit :-D:-D...uh,....if u really wanna know.. u can ask.. but im sure no one really cares....uh.. we left around 4 30 in the morning to go meet julian at 7-11.. got ben.. walked to st.. dunstins.. untill the sun came up.. it was so fun :-D.. but tonight is gunna be SO awsome!.. we got stuff... n stuff.. and its guna be fun.. so yea....
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yesterday.. went to stephs.. manda and matt were there.. then we got dropped off at matts..
did stuff....walked around.. went to 7-11. andrew pulled up.. he said somthin to manda.. i wanna know what he said.. but she "forgot".. i dunno.. but yea.. went back to matts.. hung out...
:-(. im kinda upset with amanda right now.. i wanna talk to her. talk it out n stuff... gr i dunno..
tayla is spending the night wed-fri.. gunna be loads of fun :-D..
hmm.. i like some one now...well..still..not chris tho. but i dunno how its gunna work out. we'll see..:-)
my dog got sprayed by a skunk again... it sucks..it smells like onions..
devon wants to hang out later today... maybe i will.. probably...should be fun....
sammie comes back soon :-D.. yey
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[18 Jul 2004|01:55pm] |
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yesterday.. i went to my aunts wedding.. i sat in the car and listened to music the whole time.. i called nevets.. talked to him for a bit...my parents were extremly drunk.. im suprised i made it home alive..
umm. im probably gunna hang out with nevets today..that should be cool..
gr. i hate how some people can be.. just act like you have no feelings.. just forget about you like its nothing...its horrible.
SilhouetteLies08: dont try to seduce me!
SilhouetteLies08: just kidding you can seduce me
chris gets a hug next tiem i see him. promise
SilhouetteLies08: it better be big
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[17 Jul 2004|03:53am] |
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no sleep. gunna try this no sleep thing again. because... it was working... sleep = dreams..dreams = bad...gr. i just want myself back.
it would be nice if people wouldent change so much, and things wouldnt change so much.. but thing happen, people change theres nothing you can do about it. adn it kinda sucks
give me something new to think about.. im kinda sorta "interested" in a few people...but i dunno. to much crap going on right now.
why cant ne thing go the way i would like it to go for once?. blahblah. whinewhine..yea.
but we cant always get what we want... i think my parents need to go on a vacation.. somewhere FARFAR away.. last time they went away for the weekend.. well.. i spent it with chris.. but next time im gunna try to use my time more wisely..mm fun. ..
err. i BETTER have fun today!!! OR I WILL KILL!..
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i suck at life, i always screw everything up. and i hate myself. and i hate myself for hateing myself.. if i could i would kick my ass. not saying anyone should.. but just because i hate myself?. now im not making sence.
today was kinda... blah. i had more fun earlier in the week. it wasent and fun as i thought it would be. the show.. but we didnt even get to stay for the whole thing. which sucked.. even tho i wasent haveing fun.. and i was pretty bored.. i wanted to be there so much. it made me feel good... just being there...wow im weird. i wish i was still there. :-(.
but i got to hang out with matt. that was cool....and mike.. that was cool to i guess.. and their friend?. who i dont know..and other people...but yea. mostly matt...
I FINALLY SAW CHRIS!! :-D. AND GOT TO TALK TO HIM ..that was cool. cuz i havent seen him in forever!.. and i hope we can still have orgy at my hosue ;-). haha...
um. to much on my mind.. :-(... cant think. bye
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